Good times

I can live without you. It’s just that I don’t want to.

I don’t know if any amount of repentence will ever be enough to make things better once again, but all I know is that I will never want to stop trying. Our sweet whisperings in the wee hours of the night are not nothing but words with conviction of my feelings. Yes, it will be difficult to move on from whatever that has happened, but I picture a happy us somewhere down the road with no regrets of our decisions made this past week. Truth be told, anything and everything I say here has been said before. But as I was just thinking of us, I miss the good ol’ times we used to have. Remember our belated V Day dinner at My Secret Garden and how we decided to be ungraceful with our mispronunciation of escargot? Or how about the time we went to Geylang and stuffed ourselves full of seafood noodles + beef kway teow + TONS of durian, and had to take a cab home cos your tummy was feeling funny?

In just a short span of 6 months, you’ve become more than just a part of my life. After this episode, you have made me want you more than ever. I still blame myself for the stupid mistake. I still kick myself for ruining something that was once beautiful.

No one else, but you.

Back to square one

Hi all! 5 days of what I presumed would be torture, IS OVER! It wasn’t all that bad actually, quite fun I must say. Made tons of news friends in my OG, Linguine! Honestly, I felt that it was quite weird at first because everyone was so so different but after the 2nd day, it got so much better. Everyone could get along very well, and I’m thankful for such a fun OG! My OGLs, Wen Xu, Jacqueline, Teh Bing and Mad, were very nice people too. Without them, the experience wouldn’t be much of a blast when it was much needed after an eventful weekend prior to the camp.

I have pictures, but not a lot though. I’ll post it up once I get my hands on ‘em!

Maybe I’m amazed

Maybe I’m Amazed At The Way You Love Me All The Time
Maybe I’m Afraid Of The Way I Love You
Maybe I’m Amazed At The Way You Pulled Me Out Of Time
And Hung Me On A Line
Maybe I’m Amazed At The Way I Really Need You

Maybe I’m A Girl And Maybe I’m A Lonely Girl
Who’s In The Middle Of Something
That She Doesn’t Really Understand

Maybe I’m A Girl And Maybe You’re The Only Man
Who Could Ever Help Me
Baby Won’t You Help Me Understand

Maybe I’m A Girl And Maybe I’m A Lonely Girl
Who’s In The Middle Of Something
That She Doesn’t Really Understand

Maybe I’m A Girl And Maybe You’re The Only Man
Who Could Ever Have Me
Baby Won’t You Help Me Understand

Maybe I’m Amazed At The Way You’re With Me All The Time
Maybe I’m Afraid Of The Way I leave You
Maybe I’m Amazed At The Way You Help Me Sing My Song
Right Me When I’m Wrong
Maybe I’m Amazed At The Way I Really Need You

Maybe I’m A Girl And Maybe I’m A Lonely Girl
Who’s In The Middle Of Something
That She Doesn’t Really Understand

Maybe I’m A Girl And Maybe You’re The Only Man
Who Could Ever Help Me
Baby Won’t You Help Me Understand