Old Holly Glam

Last Friday was WKWSCI’s DND 2009, organized by my dear friends at WKW. Thank you for the amazing DND; it was one-of-a-kind experience!

We were on a boat/ship called the Falcon Princess. Sounds cool right, but the decks were too small to hold so many of us. Thank goodness there were 3 decks for us to explore!

The food was surprisingly good, cos I never seem to enjoy buffets or school organized events cos of the budget. But this time, the committee did a really good job on the food (and everything else, of course)!

There was the Swing Singapore game which I found rather amusing, and the cheeseburger competition between Joel and Sihan, and, Sean Vs. Lide.I spent most of my time on board (as you can see) camwhoring and it felt like prom night all over again, hahahahaha. Kewl!

And oh, I didn’t dress according to the theme, hahaha. I felt quite off cos everyone looked so glamourous in their 50s,60s glamourous getups! Except for Sufi and Sean, whom I think were super spontaneous to come as cow boys!

All in all, it was great fun and am proudly to be a part of the DnD although my efforts were not of paramount importance, BUT STILL! Had tons of fun

Coco the Chanel

Awww, look at her! So young yet so chic with her 2.55.

(Apart from that, I’m highly envious of her with her showoffs. Pfftt!)

My new craze and muse

Yes! This is my new toy

I was so excited that I used up a roll of 36 shots in just 2 days, hehe. Can’t wait for the film to be developed and see the effects! Thanks a mil to B for getting me this sweet sweet birthday present, weeeeeeeeeeeee.

And I’m super psyched not because it’s a Blackbird Fly, but it’s a LIMITED EDITION PINK BBF!!

When I opened the present from the top, all I saw was a weird ultraman looking thing. And B kept telling me that he got me that figurine for my birthday. I kept shaking it, and it sounded flimsy until… I tore out the wrapping and saw THIS!!!

Excite much I’m a happy happy kid.

Will try to upload piccies from the BBF once I get the film developed!

Totally dislike this week

This week is crap, I swear.

25/8 (Tues) – I thought I could catch a movie with B after school at 11ish or 12. But I found out that school starts at 11ish, not 9!!! There goes our movie plans. Shiit.

26/8 (Wed) – The shittiest break in the entire history of mankind!? From 11 – 3pm. WTF?! Am so gonna catch up on readings (Not.)

27/8 (Thurs) – Union Day, and I conveniently thought that there is no school since 252 tutorial was cancelled. SO! I made plans and then I found out.. ONLY NO SCHOOL BETWEEN 10.30AM – 2.30PM!!! Argh!?! Frustrating lah. I would really go to school cos I have a project meeting but my plans…. Neh mind, it’s ok. It’s gonna contribute to my GPA anyways, so all the more better. Unless they decide to reschedule the meeting since 3/4 of us have not done our work yet… Hehehehe. But that is if everyone agrees to reschedule. So, till then.. whateverzzz.

28/9 (Fri) – Stupid break from 1pm – 4pm AGAIN. Asswipe timetable.

I’m done ranting. Goodbye.

Need… To… Do!!!

This is just to keep myself posted on things that I have to do!

1. COM 206 Readings
2. COM 207 Readings
3. Buy COM 252 readings & read!
4. Buy Astronomy textbook (there goes my $44…)
5. Brainstorm for COM 206 assignment.

SO MANY THINGS TO READ. Hate readings. Gaarrrr! Gonna shower now and attempt to do my readings. Toodlums

20!

For the last 8 months, I had mixed emotions about this day.

Excited because I was finally leaving my carefree days of a teen behind, and onto something more important and indulging… like freedom?

Or, scared because soon, this 20 will soon become 30 and then 40 and so on, and the 10 years lapse will whisk pass me in matter of days?

Dubious because I am no longer a teen, and I have doubts about myself making rational and sensible decisions.

Perhaps a lack of sense of achievement, because I am finally 20 and has accomplished close to nothing.

I don’t know if I should look forward to this day, but at this very moment, I am not.

I don’t want to be 20 but I want to be 18 forever.

I want to say senseless and immature things that everyone can blame it not on my immaturity but on my ‘it’s-a-phase-of-life’ excuse.

Being 20 is probably of an envy to someone else, like how being 18 is the envy that I have of those 18.

I know I’m not allowed to lament on how much I hate to turn 20, but you know, every one should just have one of those days where we reflect on our younger days and wishing we could re-live it once again.

This is my day.

In all honesty, I’m not so optimistic about the future to come. What if my GPA remains stagnant? What if the track I choose isn’t really what I want? What if whatever I’m doing now isn’t what I want at all?

There are too many ‘what if’s and it seems like I’m close to a time’s end and picking which colour wire to cut.

Ok, the point that I’m trying to drive at after 275 words, is that I’m not getting any younger to make irrational, spur-of-the-moment, unsensible decisions.

The pressure is setting in. I don’t want to grow up.

I’m not happy at all being 20.

I mean, yes I am happy cos I am 1 step closer to being 21. But deep down, I’m not all that happy and excited.

I miss being the attention of everyone’s eyes and being loved even though I made mistakes. My mistakes were forgivable, no matter what.

It was an unconditional love, a love that my parents, my siblings would never ask in return for the mistakes I made, no matter how huge or little the mistakes were. I was truly loved with no grievance, with no anger.

I’m sure they and all my loved ones still love me unconditionally, without asking anything in return. But I think, at the end of the day, unconditional love comes with conditions, although not blatantly stated.

We understand what unconditional love is, but we choose not to take it for granted. We don’t want to be put on a guilt trip if anything goes wrong. So we safeguard ourselves and subconsciously bind ourselves with conditions to return that unconditional love.

I wish that I would stop safeguarding my heart, and learn to love the people around me without anything in return.

Marni

HAZEL, i’m sorry if i copied you but i couldn’t resist this pair of Marni lookalikes while I was in KL!!!

Excited!!!

Now the question is….

Should I wear it to school? Hehehehehe

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PS Cafe

This is how much I love the place.

I love the place so much that I HAVE to blog about it!

B brought me to PS Cafe yesterday evening for a scrumptious treat of chocolate cake. I refused but B said we could share. But the moment I got there, I saw this row of amazing yummylicious cakes and pies… I COULDN’T RESIST! (There goes my sweat for gym!) So, I ended up ordering 1 slice of Southern Fudgy Chocolate Pecan Pie and B ordered his Double Chocolate Blackout Cake.

Our sweety treats!

B’s chocolate cake is soooooooooooooooooooo rich! Rich AND sinful. And the piece of cake is huge! My pie was full of nuts, which was good cos I love nuts with chocolate (thumbs up combination).

The place has been around for quite a while but it was my first time for me yesterday. I really like the ambience. It’s a nice place for catching up sessions or if you just feel like pleasing that sweet tooth of yours!

We had our cake, read an issue of GQ together, asked each other really random questions… I’d say that was good time spent!

I’ve got about one more month to spend my days like this. Better make full use of this month!!!

Chanel, my one and only

I am in love!!!

(As I am typing this, B is outside helping to carry stuff and I am in here, enjoying the air con’s cool breeze. Muahahaha.)

Paris-Moscou 08/09 collection (heh, I printed this out and pasted it on my wall )

Spring-Summer 08/09

Funnily, I am just contented looking at them…

I REALLY AM!!!